iWant To, But iDnt Want To :|

hm, so like i woke up today thinkin' if this was a dream?
but im in reality right now- i realize i fall too fast for boys,
&im falln' for him ! ahh' he says "i wish you knew how i really feel"
on his status for MySpace, im not sure if he's talking
about me? but then like, idk?

ido have Feelings for him, but idnt wanna ruinn
this friendship that we have gooing on,
he wanted to know how i was feeling today,
&i said that i was sad. &like we were talking
about it, gahhh' icouldnt tell him how i trulyyy
feel for him cosz' its soo shame & yeah

i know he's a person that i can tell everything to, but
im not quite sure if im ready to tell him
that i like him. its so hard, but in the other hand my ex
still likes me &wants to git' back wid me-

damn, idk waht to do? iwanna git back wid my ex
but idnt want him to hurt me again, he
aweady fkced up Valentines' day, but my "crush"
lol he made my day that day, &so yaaa'

like idk waht to do right now, but i'll think about it.
i dnt want a beautiful friendship to like
die &all, cosz' normally my ex's doesnt keep in
touch wid me no more, errrrgh! mmk its HW time :P

MWUUUUUAH*