TO MY FUTURE HUSBAND .

I don’t even know where to begin. I am overwhelmed by God’s grace and tenderness which I do not even deserve. I was walking in darkness, but by His grace I am a child of Light. I crave the things of Light. My soul’s desire is to serve God in every way. You may be surprised by this, but I have been praying for you. Not just for God to send you my way, but earnestly praying for God to be doing a work in your life preparing you to be a godly husband as He is doing in my life so that I may be a godly wife. I want to submit to you and honor you all the days of my life as God commands. I want to be the recipient of your Agape love.

I want to give you children, take care of you when you aren’t well, hold you when you are hurting, and lift you up in prayer every single day. I want us to share devotionals, worship God together at church, and raise our children in the ways of the Lord.I want your family to love me and I want to love your family. Likewise, I want my family to love you and for you to love my family. I want us to share Sunday suppers and have family Bible study. I want to embrace time-honored family traditions and begin new ones for ourselves and our children. I want to worship God as one family unit.You should know that I have made some mistakes.

I have stumbled so many times but God has forgiven me and I have learned to forgive myself. I can only pray than when the time comes for me to share with you some of my past that you can forgive me and I can forgive you of yours. I know that through Christ we can surmount any obstacle.The most important gift I can give you is my love and devotion. The second most important gift I can give you is my purity. On our wedding day I want to be able to stand before God, the community, and you knowing that I have waited for you and saved every aspect of my sexuality for you, all the way down to our first kiss. I’m saving every part of my body and soul in that respect for you and you alone to be reveled in on our wedding day.

I know you’re out there and how exciting it is that God made you just for me! I can only pray you feel the same way about me and you’re just as hopeful as I am. I promise I will love you, honor you, and respect you for as long as I live. I will give you my all. I know there will be struggles and pain, but through Christ we will overcome any obstacles that satan puts in our path. I’m praying for you. I can’t wait to meet you and spend the rest of my life with you.

Love,
Your Future Wife

This "DREAM" i Had Two Nights Ago MADE Me THINK !

So like... i had this wonderful dream, it felt so damn REAL ! nokiddn .
i was with " YOU " and we had such a good time togther. i wished it never
ended :(

but i woke up anyways... i was watching TV, and i remembered that i had this
dream... i couldn't figured out who you were... i was thinking the WHOLE entire day
who you was. and until the day has ended, i took a shower, and closed my eyes.
&IT WAS " YOU ! " , ain't saying your name on here, you dont have a MySpace anyways
and idnt think you go on the internet ? haha , but your my BUDDY.

IDK , why im feeling this way about you now. its super weird . But i see you every Friday night.
&i always can't wait to see you! its super amazing ! hahaha, and you were always there
for me, really, and your so helpful , and you know what the best thing is!? you LOVE GOD :D

wowwww, why am i feeling this way for you after that dream? omg! i needa talk to you ASAP !
but yeauh , had to write this to let my feelings out :)

*MWUAH . see you this Friday buddy ! ^___^

THIS IS WHY I LOVE HAVING..

substitute teachers ! bwuaha !
let me get away w/ anything !

hhhahaha, so bored in this class..
hm.. SUSHI AFTER SCHOOL ! ;D

DONE &OVAWITH :D

done being your "bestfriend"
done missing you
done smiling to your text msgs.
done w/ liking you..
done w/ evrything .

deleted you on MySpace, FaceBook, all your textmsgs. &number :)
i wnna forget about you, but ill always love you .

nuffsed *